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Odd One OutTo fly:
freedom
liberty
and truth.

To soar:
power
trust
and strength.

To sail
on the winds
is priceless.

To know the feeling
of the wind on your back
rustling your feathers,

To trust the winds to carry
you to your destination, the higher you go
The faster,

To spread your mighty width
The powerful muscles wrapping your sides,
Your instruments, your
wings.

I can feel them readying
themselves, for the flight
I know will never come

The ghost of the flight that
I can never have, the leftover
feeling, from a recurring nightmare,
only terrifying because
it's a lie.

To know of
what you may never have,
what you will nev
just a childWhat did I do
To make you walk out,
For you to hate me so?

What did I say,
For you to disapprove so much,
That you would shun me so?

What can I do,
To make it all better?
'Cause I'm so lost, please
Show me how this will

Make anything better,
I don't see how this will
Fix anything, show me how
This will benefit anyone,

How you can really think
Treating me as a child
Will make me want
To do anything other than
Act it out?

Don't talk to me like
I'm someone much younger
Than I am, you know
Who I am, don't lie
to me, I know who you are.

I have seen you
weak, desperate, alone,
frightened and desensitized
to anything.

I b
AloneTell me,
everything, your beautiful lies
to try and make me feel better,
not worry so much about
you.

Show me,
you'll be all right, really be
safe, and have somewhere to go
at night, with no ghosts to haunt
you.

Prove to me,
you can take care of it, it's
been taken care of, you can deal
with everything all by
yourself.

Make me,
reassured that I have no reason
behind my worry, my terror, that
you'll wake up one morning, with
nobody.
it's just...You said,
tell me you love me,
but I couldn't answer honestly,
not in the moment, the spotlight
burned.

You thought,
she'll always be there,
but I couldn't promise you,
didn't promise you,
anything.

You wished,
maybe one day I can ask her,
but I was gone too fast for you to find the
right moment.

You wondered,
will she ever think of me again,
but you have no idea, how often
that already happens, you spin webs
in my head.

I hope,
maybe you'll remember me,
but I realize, that would be the most
sadistic and cruel thing for
you.
-in my arms-and I pray
that you would be saved,
and I pray,
you could be whole.

and I hope,
you find your way
and that you
found yourself to be
something more.

i know
that you scream at night
from demons lying
in you.

i'd do anything
to help you,
and to make you feel
safe.

i just wish,
my prayers
would be
heard.

i would die for
you, don't you know
that? any second

if you asked me to,
i will be right where you need
me to be.
just

call my name, i'll
be there,
holding you, safe
in my arms.

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can you help me?

:icondamagedg-o-o-d-s:

Why
would you look at me
in such distaste? I
can't help this feeling, this
overwhelming sensation, a
certain kind of pleasure I get when
I look into your eyes.

Your words
cut me deeper
than you could ever think, some
even taking physical form
and I can't stop it.

Stop speaking such
agonizingly painful words, I
can't take it for much longer.
Please, just let me
be alone, I don't know what's wrong with
me but,
I don't know how to change it.

Can you help me?

Just take away this horrible feeling
I'm wrong, my very existence
a sin, a wrong, my inner demon
so powerful in my emotions, please
take it all away.

I can't help how I feel, if
I could I wouldn't be this way, wouldn't
be such a disgrace, maybe I
would be enough to satisfy your
expectations.

But when I look at you, it
all seems so much more
terrifying, that I can't stop
myself.

Please,
take it away.
I can't help but
be this way.
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